Thursday, February 04, 2010
4:28 AM

thank god that mummy is fine now! and also many thanks to those who showed their concern to me and family! esp Kong, jem ken and edric who actually chat to me and told me not worry and kind of stuff... really made me feel much better when i know that they will be there for me when i need them!

this incident actually made me treasure everyone close to me even more! cos u nv know wat can happen to anyone the nx day.. and so do treasure ur love ones and also close friends! cos when anything bad happen to them u will regret and hate urself for not doing ur part or for not treating them better..

though i deal with life and death everyday in the hospital but when such things happen to urself.. at that point of time u will really blank out and dunno wat to do or how to react but tear.. and tears will jus keep rolling down ur cheeks like nobody's business.. thank god i was strong enough to handle eveything on my own not wanting everyone in the family to worry but i sure did make my colleagues worried! cos when i called them, i was crying to the extend that i cant speak cos i wanted to hold back my tears..lucky mummy is fine now if not i really dunno wat to do..

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Tuesday, February 02, 2010
1:12 AM

kk.. i'm working night shift now. but it think i have to write something cos i cannot take it anymore.

I'm damn worried about my mum! although i show ppl that i'm fine i can smile and stuff but actually in my heart i'm damn worried cos i know how serious can sub-arachnoid hemorrhage can be,..lets all hope that mummy will be fine! i will do anything to make sure she is fine! so pls god, pls bless my mum that she will be fine! i didn't show much to my dad cos i dun wan him to worry.. though he shows nothing but i know he is as worried as us but jus dun wan us to worry even more.

But i'm glad that i have friends working in ward 52B where they can help me look after my mum. i also wanna thank my colleagues and doctors for their concern! i think i really scare the hell out them cos when they saw me crying in A&E they didnt know wat to tell me other than she will be fine. cos to them i'm always laughing and smiling.. though i'm a nurse and i know my mum is in good hands but i jus help myself from crying! the tears are like free one la! and didnt dare call anyone cos i dun wan them to worry.. tot of calling him too but in the end didnt cos i dun wanna scare anyone.. but now i guess i'm feeling better cos i know there are ppl out there giving me support whenever i need them!

thanks guys for staying with me and giving me ur support by jus being there for me!

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Monday, December 14, 2009
3:02 PM

WOOHOO!!!! 1st time in Zouk out and it was great! met up with beth 1st then she intro-ed me to her friends.. and i think nid is quite cute! LOL.. anyway went to meet jem to get the islander card so they dun have to pay for the entrance.. =D so we went in thinking that the queue would be very long but it turned out to be very fast.. maybe its b'cos of the time ba, so we took lots of photos in bar 42 below and drank a little! After some time i went out to meet the rest which is chalene brien and others.. that was when i saw mark and got a shock! b'cos i always see him in the hospital and that we always looked at each other thinking that we have seen each other somewhere but jus couldn't remember! LOL and now we are friends! wat a coincidence..

When i met them they were all damn high already la, took photos like nobodies business! I bet all of us had fun (besides those who lost something) but wats most important is the company! anyway i cant believe that we actually clubbed till the nx day where the sky was already bright! =X left the beach at about 8 plus 9 before heading to mac's for breakfast..

after breakfast we went home and that was when brien realised he dropped $200..Brien dun feel too sad ok? <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">gg to slp =p after i woke up went out straight for a volleyball game in CCAB.. Total madness right? i know right! LOL was totally damn shag last night when i reached home but didnt want to slp cos i need to finish up the x'mas presents for the Kingdom! and at the same time get ready for night shift ma.. but i think i will have to go do a little more before gg to work ltr... Oh ya i must go to the casio shop to repair my camera! dunno wat happened to it cos it's lens cannot close...damn! its new la! haiz... nvm shall see who is free to help me bring it to repair if not i will have to go to the shop tml in the morning right after work..=(

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Thursday, December 03, 2009
4:08 AM

Had a WONDERFUL DAY!!! haha.. first i went to work which was as busy as ever, but kept me going without complain are the plans after work! LOL.. cos once i end work i will be playing mahjong with jem see, kong and jianrong. we haven been playing mahjong for ages la! and maybe will be clubbing too but not confirm.. haha.. so after 2 rounds of mahjong the BiG winner was KONG! he won $21, $3 from me,$17 from jr and $1 from jem... once settled payment we packed the stuffs and head to hougang point for dinner at Mac... and the songs played in mac was so tempting! I SO WANNA CLUB but no one is going so i gave up the thought...=(

but who knows when i reached home after waiting for jem and jr bus.. my sis called to ask if i wanna go to Zouk with her, Brynner and some other friends of theirs.. AND SO I AGREED WITHOUT THINKING! LOL.. cos i was so in the mood to club and its wed (ladies night) and i hardly have thurs off which i always hope i will get.. and this time i got it but Elizabeth is working night shift then kingdom not all replied so decided to play mahjong lo..

anyway Zouk was fun.. i think Mambo moves are damn fun especially when u are with ur friends. i so wanna learn, shall get Gerald or kong to teach me =p and i discovered something! Brynner is a damn fun person to club with haha nx time can ask him go club le.. haha..

ok time to slp le.. its 4 plus am and i have to meet meow tml at her place to complete the Xmas presents..
so ya, NIGHTS TO ALL!!! SWEET DREAMS!

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
12:37 AM

jus went to watch 2012 with kenneth, jem kong, elizabeth and jun qing.. the movie is nice but a little draggy i feel.. but i think it would have been better if we weren't sitting in the first row! but there isn't any other row, so we decided to watch it! haha.. but before the movie met up with beth to go get some stuff from bodyshop and then head to plaza sing to get the tickets but in the end kong ended up buying the tickets.. THANX!

so after getting the tickets we went to spotlight to get something as kong is gonna make his x'mas gifts.. talk about that i really have to start doing mine too! if not there will be not enough time for me to complete it! haha.. after getting the stuff he need we head to the theatre and it really made me giddy cos we were so near to the screen! plus our neck was so tired by the time the movie ended.. End of the movie we went for late dinner at cafe cartel but kong didn't join us b'cos he had to book in by 2359.. feel so bad la, cos he had to go pack food then go back to camp. Sorry! we can go have dinner another time! =p

ok thats all for today.. i'm gonna go to slp le, another long week to go! 6 days to off day.. can start to count down now! =p NITEX ALL!

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Thursday, November 12, 2009
11:33 PM

backed from phuket on mon night..and i was sunburned! but then i still liked the new colour of my skin! lol though the rest said that i looked like some indian la...but i cant be bothered. and now i'm starting to peel and its damn ugly la! nvm hopefully after i peel i wont be too fair..LOL

Anyway the trip was fun and i enjoyed myself, but i think we are crazy cos we went over jus to watch the FIVB beach world tour! but we also did have a great time like we went for pedicure and massage, went shopping. and guess wat? we bought the beach vball at only 5oo baht which is about 25 singapore dollars, whereas if u were to buy it in singapore it will be $80 plus lo! we even met prince and john for dinner after the russia and USA match. then stayed in the room to chat before the leave for their hotel in patong where as ours was in karon. Then at the end of the trip we went over to their hotel to look for them and before we leave we went for a swim in their hotel then went to the shop where we bought our bikini to change a new piece of bikini for chalene.. cos her's is spoilt but there isn't any other design that she liked therefore the person offered to help her sew it.. there after, we headed back to the hotel and the cab uncle Goi send us of to the airport.

on the way to the airport was damn fun! cos of all the nonsense especially chalene! said wat i liked the can driver and asked him to look for me in s'pore and stuff. then price is also very funny! so throughout the whole journey to the airport the cab was filled with our laughter! even when we were queuing to check in, on the plane and when we arrived at budget terminal, we were still laughing at each others joke. but more of john's cos he was practicing how the thai speak and sounded really hilarious! and also b'cos john was watching my sister's keeper on the plane and all of us were shocked why was he crying suddenly.. then when we found out why, we all went CHey! LOL

ok! enough about the trip to phuket.. tues i went out with kong to watch my sister's keeper and although i read the book i think the movie is not bad! actually we were suppose to meet jem and minqi. but Mq can only meet after 7 and kong have to book in.. so in the end we decided to watch at the different timing. So after movie went to catch toys with kong and we made a new friend! haha.. and he happen to be my junior from peicai sec! then when we were heading to meet the rest for dinner at ION, we bumped into kong's cousin and her boyfriend happened to be Dr ben! wat a small world!

And as for today, we went to watch Paranormal Activity! And jem brought Minqi along! haha.. and it was the 1st time i see jem so shy! lol.. totally not like him can? as for the movie it's kindda boring in the beginning cos nth really happen other than some noise.. but when it was approaching the end of the movie, it became more scary and creepy! and the suspense was like killing u cos u dunno wat to expect! haha (i like it) BUT there is this IDIOTIC GIRL who kept screaming for nothing and is damn irritating! other than that girl the movie was great!

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Monday, November 02, 2009
8:17 PM

HALLOWEEN WAS GREAT!!! okie.. it was damn crazy la! first i me and elizabeth went to arrange to go out to shop.. but in the end i ended up helping her think of wat to dress up during halloween as both of us will be gg to club.. and so i brought her to masquerade to check out if there is any costume that she would like to rent.. it was so crowded la cos i think everyone is doing their last minute shopping too! Anyway she bought a white dress cos she wanna dress up as a ghost LOL ;p

then i didn't really want to dress up cos most of my friends will not be dressing up but i bought a white dress too! LOL.. its damn nice la! and i also bought a pair of heels which i can wear with the dress! so after shopping for the whole day we went home.. then when i was lying on my bed getting ready to slp then i decided to dress up as a devil! so i msged beth and asked her to accompany me to get the props.. haha and she also bought 2 witch hat for her friend and a prop for her outfit too! so after getting everything we rushed home to get ready for the night!

i put on some make up where my brother was laughing away and say i actually bother to dress up.. which i think why not cos i think it will be damn fun and i get to enter the club for free! and also get to take photo with random ppl who dress up too! too bad i couldn't meet up with beth cos both of us wanted to take photo with each other! nvm there is aways nx year! LOL

kk.. now i'm gg to work liao.. night shift till fri morning and then have to rush to the airport to catch a plane to PHUKET to watch the FIVB TOUR which will be in phuket this year! LOL
i cant believe that me and chalene actually are that On la! jus say then both of us say ok then get the tickets lo... actually that stupid kenneth wanna go de then in the end back out!!! like wat the hell! nvm i believe that it will be damn fun! Prince and john will be gg too la! haha cant wait for it! but i'm afraid that i might be late on fri.. hopefully it will not be busy on thurs night! HELP ME PRAY OK!! THANKS!!

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