Sunday, July 16, 2006
3:48 AM

haix... jus had 3 matches lor 1 on thurs night 9pm then yesterday 2 matches at 5 and 7.15 respectively...hahax.. was quite excited for this competition one lor but then i think my performance on both these days not very gd lor.. then very dissapointted in my own performance lor i actually know wat type of ball my diff teammates want de lor but dunno how come everytime jus fail to set the ball they want lor...
feel like i had let my team down lor... but i think when i'm playing in the team very stress lor maybe is b'cos my own mistakes then very frustrated or is it i think my teammates are angry with me cos of my mistakes lor... then my performance will become worse but i before i turn very very frustrated i will talk to myself and remind myself to play properly then try to stay calm always... so that it won't affect my team as well as myself...so i must jia you and then go train much harder so i can play up to the standard my coach want....hahax i will try la but i dont think i can get the results so soon...so i hope my teammates will give me more time to train then i could set the type of balls they want!!!
YEAH!!! i can do it de... i must have confidence in myself lor...!!!! Jia you

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