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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
12:09 AM
FCUKED UP COACH!!! i was so looking forward to the training yesterday BUT WHO KNOWS WILL TURN OUT LIKE THAT??? i know i shouldn't jus leave the court when he say dun wan to play then go home.. BUT I JUS CANNOT STAND IT!!!! i know it's my fault for using my legs BUT i wasn't the only one doing that wat!!! WHY IS IT THAT THE OTHER SETTER CAN USE HER LEG THEN WHY I CAN'T!!! we all know that u are biased but u dun have to be so biased to the point where u say u are being fair in training the both of us but from wat i see u dun seem to be doing wat u say is FAIR!!! 1st u say to me :" u dun wan to play Go and change with sharon and lether play then u say dun wan to play jus go" given my characther i will surely jus take my bag and leave wat!!!!! 2nd u say:" no matter where u stand in the court u r still training for the same position" but when i was in the other team which is supposedly the lousier team or those not in the main 6.. u actually say: " u no need to change position" then i was thinking that u say u are fair but why she needs to change and i DUN NEED??? then came the scolding!!!! u only raised ur voice at me when i used my legs then why didn't u shout at sharon when she also DID use her leg???? U CALL THIS FAIR??? I DUN THINK SO OK!!! why do i have such a lousy coach??? and after yesterday's incident how am i gg to face him again when i see him...i actually went to the toilet to cool down but think about it i cannot do so b'cos there is a lot of things i wanted to tell him off!!! and now my teammates are asking me to apologize to him though i myself know it's partly my fault for using my legs BUT i'm jus too angry to do and I DUN THINK IT'S fair to me!!! so i WILL DEFINITELY NOT APOLOGIZE!!!! and i have decided not to play his outside team already! so should i return him the jerseys??? somebody help me!!! should i stay for the last semester since i have been tolerating this for my teammates for the past 1 year? or jus dun go for anymore trainings? CONFUSED!!!!
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