Saturday, December 13, 2008
11:26 PM

ok as u can see from the heading of this post.. it's regarding MY VERY FIRST NIGHT SHIFT AS A NURSING STUDENT!!! haha.. i was rather excited to go on the night shift b'cos i have nv been on NIGHT before and hear lots of stories during night shift.. so this is my turn now!! LOL..
ok first i report at 8.45pm after having dinner with edric, gary and my sis at dhoby ghaut.. met up to discuss on wat to get for each other for X'MAS!! haha... haven thought of wat to get for my sis leh..

anyway back to my night shift, when i return to work after 2 days OFF i found out 1 of my long staying patient was dangerous ill and that she may go anytime... so in my heart i was thinking PLS DON'T GO DURING MY 1st NIGHT not b'cos i dun wanna "wrap her" but b'cos i have been nursing her for about a month or so and now she is leaving which make me feel rather sad.. so talking about her... my 1st night shift was eerie!!!

1st~ she called me "ah muai" which was normal so i asked her: "yes? auntie is there anything u need me to help u?" the she replied saying: "i'm your younger sister hurry up come and save me...." and then she stopped calling... i thought she was confused so didn't bother..

2nd~ she started to shout: MISSY, MISSY, MISSY! then she shout DON'T WANT, DON'T WANT, DON'T WANT! then she shout GO AWAY, GO AWAY, GO AWAY! then she shouted GOT GHOST, GOT GHOST, GOT GHOST! and LASTLY shouted: I'M GOING TO DIE, I'M GOING TO DIE! when i hear that i tell u... i dunno is to run or help her.. i was scared but..

3rd~ i went to check on her to see if she was ok a not...then she started to plead me to help her (with some praying gestures) I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE MY COURAGE CAME FROM... i actually walked to the space she was facing and shouting at.. and actually fling my hands around reassuring her that there is nothing there to be afraid off before walking away...THANK GOD THERE REALLY IS NOTHING THERE LOL!!!

then when i tell my staff about this they say b'cos maybe her time is coming up therefore she could see things we cant see... BUT thankfully she manage to hang on for another day and left, i mange to see her during her last moments b'cos i went to work early.. i'm sad and also feel happy for her b'cos she dun have to suffer anymore and that she left peacefully..

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