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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
4:56 PM
I was feeling quite depressed yesterday b'cos 1 of my patient jus passed away when we jus start our busy day.. but i should say it is good for her in a way also cos guess wat's her age??? she is 102 yrs old.. thank god she left peacefully and full.. cos its the 1st time i see her eat so much ever since she was admitted..actually in my heart, i was thinking maybe she will be gg to go soon but i didn't expect it to be so sudden!!! jus like 5 minutes ago i was still feeding her breakfast and after that i saw the curtains drawn and saw her lying there motionless....BUT the worst part was when i called her family members...they reach but not in time to bid their last goodbye..nvm, it was when her daughter told me something like:"luckily my mum passed on before CNY!!!" i was like so stunned and didn't know wat to reply her..so i jus turned away thinking in my heart.. tt's ur mother u are talking about and she was the one who gave u life and brought u up but when she needed ur help and care but u ppl simply don't bother! maybe she didn't meant it this way but still i dun like tt feeling.. after a tiring day at work i went home and relax by giving myself a treat. by doing a mask! but while doing, i did a reflection of the day... i think to myself wat if nx time i were to have children or even to get married, i will teach them something called RESPECT AND GRATTITUDE. Last night went out with my mum for dinner and shop for shoes! haha.. after that we went home and i read the book GARY give me for christmas. the moment i took the book up i didn't want to let go of it!!! it's simply too attractive and partly also b'cos the book was about WHY PPL WANTED TO BE A NURSE? WHY THEY STAY ON IN THIS CAREER? THEIR EXPERIENCES? AND MANY MORE..... but i had to sleep cos was gg to rebond my hair in the morning and working night shift today so i needed the sleep...so after the last story i went to sleep. BUT brought the book to the salon when i did my rebonding LOL.. i'm also going to bring the book to work tonight! IT'S THE 1ST TIME THAT I REALLY PICK A BOOK UP TO READ! THANKS GARY FOR THE WONDERFUL GIFT! hope to cya soon! as well as the others!!! we shall meet up when all of us are free!! =P
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