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Friday, January 23, 2009
10:04 PM
it's my sleeping day today..and i literally spent most of the time sleeping b'cos i just ended my second round of night shift this morning....just another 2 more working days for me and i will end my PRCP posting!!! haha...then i can meet up with my friends on the 30th when we go back to sch to do some admin work...then I'm officially graduated from NYP!!anyway this round of night shift was considered quite calm...nothing much really happen.. and i actually have time to go online for awhile then read my book.. and ya i finish reading the book already! haha i broke my record!! i finish reading the book during the 3 nights shifts! lol... then during the 1st night i was alone b'cos we had to go for break at different time so ya.. i went to the tea room and started to read my book with the radio on.. but was still bored so i msged Gary and Edric to see if they were free to chat.. so Edric called back in 5 minutes to chat with me... the call was greatly appreciated b'cos i was feeling bored and scared as the room lights were spoilt then was flickering and that the ice making machine was making some weird noise..haha so ya it was rather scary! so when i told the staff they will always say they wont go to the room during their night shift..then when i asked why they just say they dun like to be alone in the room..then when i get back to the ward, Gary called and i say: " WA! now then call me! my break end liao lo..haha" then he say he just received the msg cos his HP battery was flat.. but i cant chat with him on he phone then so asked him to msg me instead..but we msged for awhile before he go to sleep cos it was like 2 plus in the morning..and during the 2nd night i went for break but this time i went with Nadzira another student on night shift.. we had supper in the MO's room and then go to the tea room to listen music..haha..chatting with her was great! time really past fast and that we were both kept awake! haha..Now..I'm all alone at home. My parents and sister went for some uncle's annul company dinner, big bro haven come back from work, think he go out with Kenneth, since it's a friday night so won't be home soon, twin bro went out with his girlfriend..so Poor me was left alone at home! so i started to have a lot of random thoughts haha.. looking at the clock tick and wasting my time, i asked myself :"is this what u want to do during your off days in future and it this the type of life u want to live?" i kept thinking but came to no conclusion.. then the nx qns came :"when will i have a boyfriend?" OR "will i ever have a boyfriend?" lol...then what comes to my mind was MAYBE WHEN I LOSE WEIGHT? LOL.. and then why must i have a boyfriend? dunno, maybe companion when i feel depressed, lonely, happy and that there will be someone to share it with me? haha.. dunno la just some random thoughts that ran through my mind when i was HOME ALONE...
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