Wednesday, January 14, 2009
3:09 PM

ok yesterday was so called my officially last match for NYP if we are not going into the second round... anyway yesterday's match was with SMU (which is my sis team) haha.. it was really like a friendly match for me at least...lol

anyway on the way to TP i realised something was wrong btw my sweetie junior and hao peng you.. so went over to talk to her and asked her what happened..so she told me and i just listened... then after that chat about other things... but i personally feel that the problem is btw the 2 of them so i think i should not be bothering. But last night after supper with SMU he called to ask me wat did jessica tell me but i held back some information's cos she wouldn't want me to say it..he said he wants to know what really went wrong so that he can make amendments...but there is nothing i can do ma cos it's her relationship so as a friend i will try my best to talk to both of them but after all it's their decision.. so ya...

so while we were talking about others things during the chat towards TP, jessica told me she actually blogged about me!! i was totally shocked.. why did she blog about me? i asked her.. and what did she actually write about then she told me she forgotten already so i was like wth and asked her for her blog link... so this was wat she wrote about me!!!

" Don't be sad, Soo Wen. Cheer up kiddo! (: l know you're really upset because you did not get to play today and worst of all it's going to be your last tournament with us. Andand l know you're wondering how come it have to happen on your big day. l totally understand your feeling. Coach might be too dumb to think until so high standard. But you should understand him after training under him for the last 2 years. Go forward and tell him that you wanna play. And proof to him that you're worthy of that position. We'll be behind you supporting you always! (: Hope Coach would put you in for the next match. (: I'll be looking forward to that. I'll go see a doctor andand we together bring SMU down. Alright? Smiles for you sweetie! (: And again, Happy 20th Birthday! (: Love you! (: "

haha..was really touched to see this paragraph.. at least i know someone is there for me and supporting me after all! THANKS A LOT GIRL!!! true enough he did let me play for the last set yesterday but his intention was just to let u play cos he thinks there is no chance of getting into the second round already (that's the reason..not b'cos he thinks i can play better) HE ACTUALLY GAVE UP ON US AT THE VERY LAST MOMENT CAN!!! but i told my team to do their best although coach gave up on us..so we played as usual and at least i prove to him that it was his mistake for not letting me play! but after some persuasion outside he decided to change players and we actually WON! IT WAS A VERY FAIR COMPETITION i should say...GOOD GAME GIRLS! (SMU OR NYP) actually whether who gets into the nx round doesn't really matter to me anymore.. lets just wait for TP organiser tell us who got in..

but when i was in the court it was really like a friendly match b'cos the opponent were my friends and my sister! haha and they actually told me during supper that when i went in to play they were actually afraid of me! haha..so i asked them why..and they replied this: u actually made my whole team a fool during their training b'cos i made their whole team run like mad around the court with my 'fang qiu' so i laughed and say at such points i will only do that if i have the 100% confidence in getting the point if not i won't do it.. then sharon told me she dun think the main setter was "GOOD" and thinks that i play better then her.. thanks sharon! lol

THAT WAS THE ONE AND ONLY MATCH WHERE I HAD NO STRESS AT ALL!!! NICE!! =P

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