Tuesday, February 02, 2010
1:12 AM

kk.. i'm working night shift now. but it think i have to write something cos i cannot take it anymore.

I'm damn worried about my mum! although i show ppl that i'm fine i can smile and stuff but actually in my heart i'm damn worried cos i know how serious can sub-arachnoid hemorrhage can be,..lets all hope that mummy will be fine! i will do anything to make sure she is fine! so pls god, pls bless my mum that she will be fine! i didn't show much to my dad cos i dun wan him to worry.. though he shows nothing but i know he is as worried as us but jus dun wan us to worry even more.

But i'm glad that i have friends working in ward 52B where they can help me look after my mum. i also wanna thank my colleagues and doctors for their concern! i think i really scare the hell out them cos when they saw me crying in A&E they didnt know wat to tell me other than she will be fine. cos to them i'm always laughing and smiling.. though i'm a nurse and i know my mum is in good hands but i jus help myself from crying! the tears are like free one la! and didnt dare call anyone cos i dun wan them to worry.. tot of calling him too but in the end didnt cos i dun wanna scare anyone.. but now i guess i'm feeling better cos i know there are ppl out there giving me support whenever i need them!

thanks guys for staying with me and giving me ur support by jus being there for me!

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